As the World Turns.. rofl
So.. everything in my life is going pretty good, crazy confusing, but good nonetheless. Tommy's doing great, he's been a little annoyed with me since he got his teeth done, SO I think I need to go bit shopping again to try to make him happy since he's such a crab.
I missed Liz's Christmas party which I'm really upset about because I wanted to go but I felt like crap, I've been like that a lot lately, too much stress. I blame it on Josh, it's all Josh's fault.
I went out with him on Friday, actually he picked me up from my house after work and we went to his house and watched a movie.. Fast and the Furious, go figure. There was more but that's for me to know and you not to. He dropped me off and what do you know, the kid that I said made me want to vomit just a week ago kissed me and I didn't gag. He did however have to help me find the door handle to get out of his truck because I was having a minature heartattack. He doesn't make me want to throw up so much anymore but just typing this is pure torcher but I thought I should because I might want to remember it in the future. Maybe then it won't be so hard to accept.
"You will never know love unless you surrender to it."
Doug's being retarded about the entire thing, I don't think he's talking to Josh much anymore and he's barely talking to me. He stares more than anything, he's driving me nuts. He told Mike he knew I liked him and that he needed to find a way to let me down gently. And now I find out he's been looking at my schedule to find out when I work and he told me it was going to be really bad me him and Josh working together when I switched departments when I turned eighteen. What a douche I tell you, he's such a pain in the ass.
"I can't make you love me, want me, or understand me... all I can do is hope that someday you will."
Mike's birthday party's coming up the twenty-eighth and it's going to be absolutely nuts. The Megan I hate with a passion is invited, and Nick W, and Doug, and Josh.. ugh, it's going to be horrible. And then HOPEFULLY work gives me the twenty-ninth through January first off so that I can go up north and party. Other than that, there's nothing more to say..
I missed Liz's Christmas party which I'm really upset about because I wanted to go but I felt like crap, I've been like that a lot lately, too much stress. I blame it on Josh, it's all Josh's fault.
I went out with him on Friday, actually he picked me up from my house after work and we went to his house and watched a movie.. Fast and the Furious, go figure. There was more but that's for me to know and you not to. He dropped me off and what do you know, the kid that I said made me want to vomit just a week ago kissed me and I didn't gag. He did however have to help me find the door handle to get out of his truck because I was having a minature heartattack. He doesn't make me want to throw up so much anymore but just typing this is pure torcher but I thought I should because I might want to remember it in the future. Maybe then it won't be so hard to accept.
"You will never know love unless you surrender to it."
Doug's being retarded about the entire thing, I don't think he's talking to Josh much anymore and he's barely talking to me. He stares more than anything, he's driving me nuts. He told Mike he knew I liked him and that he needed to find a way to let me down gently. And now I find out he's been looking at my schedule to find out when I work and he told me it was going to be really bad me him and Josh working together when I switched departments when I turned eighteen. What a douche I tell you, he's such a pain in the ass.
"I can't make you love me, want me, or understand me... all I can do is hope that someday you will."
Mike's birthday party's coming up the twenty-eighth and it's going to be absolutely nuts. The Megan I hate with a passion is invited, and Nick W, and Doug, and Josh.. ugh, it's going to be horrible. And then HOPEFULLY work gives me the twenty-ninth through January first off so that I can go up north and party. Other than that, there's nothing more to say..