wtf idk
if ther e was anythin i could do, someone would need to tell me cuz i dont no what it is. this whole thing is just kill'n me inside and i dont no!!!
but im goin to kelsey's and i just want to forget about this for a day (that is all im ask'n for GOD)
and i dont want her to feel bad or be sorry because that just makes me think more about stuff that i just dont want to
what am i say'n is not to be intended to be sad but that is just how i am feel'n about everything
like, yesterday my mom and dad were bring'n me down by call'n me a lil' bastered and tell'n me to go to hell for no reason at all!!!!
last night i was just think'n about say'n screww it and goin to do somethin stupid in my dark room and turn'n my music on real loud so noione would hear me yell......
but then i thought of what is important to me and the only things i could think of was kelsey and some friends.
i dont no what to think any more but that i love kelsey more than anythin
and i always will hope thaat she nos that
yoz, needz, helpz, byez
but im goin to kelsey's and i just want to forget about this for a day (that is all im ask'n for GOD)
and i dont want her to feel bad or be sorry because that just makes me think more about stuff that i just dont want to
what am i say'n is not to be intended to be sad but that is just how i am feel'n about everything
like, yesterday my mom and dad were bring'n me down by call'n me a lil' bastered and tell'n me to go to hell for no reason at all!!!!
last night i was just think'n about say'n screww it and goin to do somethin stupid in my dark room and turn'n my music on real loud so noione would hear me yell......
but then i thought of what is important to me and the only things i could think of was kelsey and some friends.
i dont no what to think any more but that i love kelsey more than anythin
and i always will hope thaat she nos that
yoz, needz, helpz, byez