i learned something today...
I learned that...I don't need other people to make me happy. yeah, I just kinda sorta lost a real good friend and I can't talk to her for 2 months...or ever..i rly don't know but we jus chatted briefly and that really kills me if I can't talk to her again...ever. But im stronger than that.
Today i realized I seriously wanted to live. I have the desire and I want to try, I really do. I cried for a good hour
And I spent the last few days in the hospital. Made some new friends, learned a few things, I'm feeling a little bit stronger.
But still, losing Stacy...that really fuckin hurts.
Today i realized I seriously wanted to live. I have the desire and I want to try, I really do. I cried for a good hour
And I spent the last few days in the hospital. Made some new friends, learned a few things, I'm feeling a little bit stronger.
But still, losing Stacy...that really fuckin hurts.