Ack!
Okay, so I'll make a real update.
I've always hated these things. They seemed so completely self indulgent, and arrogant to think taht anyone would give the slightest thought to my mundane life. All the same, if it's not for anyone else, it's enough for me to reflect on.
Lately, I've been grinding down. If I'm not at school, I'm at work. The free time I do get is spent almost entirely on getting the site ready for launch. I can't remember what it's like to go to a show, a movie. I haven't been to the gallery in months, and... The UL... While still fun, is absoluetly dead. And with no friends around to go with, it's more than alittle pitiful.
That's been one of my problems. The people I called friends in the past are either to young, or completely shellshocked by adulthood at this point. The only people left are the ones at work, and the ones online. Mur. Not a grand situation. And campus is no help... what with the lack of decent clubs to join. If I get desperate... Yound Democrats, I guess. Or I'll start a Digital Atheletes Association.
Bah. Even now all my typing is interrupted by network matters.
I'll be glad when this is up. To be perfectly honest, I've been hiding my feelings about Cleck from most of the core to maintain the guise of amicablity. I swear I gave her every chance, I really did. BUt in the end, she's dug her own grave. She never understood the this was bigger than her. Her attention whoring and need for absolute contorl... her arrogance and short-sighted ways... that's what did her in. I'm just glad to keep the community in tact. Mostly.
That's all I cna type now. I need to work on the site. More. Gah.
Signing off...
- Cal
I've always hated these things. They seemed so completely self indulgent, and arrogant to think taht anyone would give the slightest thought to my mundane life. All the same, if it's not for anyone else, it's enough for me to reflect on.
Lately, I've been grinding down. If I'm not at school, I'm at work. The free time I do get is spent almost entirely on getting the site ready for launch. I can't remember what it's like to go to a show, a movie. I haven't been to the gallery in months, and... The UL... While still fun, is absoluetly dead. And with no friends around to go with, it's more than alittle pitiful.
That's been one of my problems. The people I called friends in the past are either to young, or completely shellshocked by adulthood at this point. The only people left are the ones at work, and the ones online. Mur. Not a grand situation. And campus is no help... what with the lack of decent clubs to join. If I get desperate... Yound Democrats, I guess. Or I'll start a Digital Atheletes Association.
Bah. Even now all my typing is interrupted by network matters.
I'll be glad when this is up. To be perfectly honest, I've been hiding my feelings about Cleck from most of the core to maintain the guise of amicablity. I swear I gave her every chance, I really did. BUt in the end, she's dug her own grave. She never understood the this was bigger than her. Her attention whoring and need for absolute contorl... her arrogance and short-sighted ways... that's what did her in. I'm just glad to keep the community in tact. Mostly.
That's all I cna type now. I need to work on the site. More. Gah.
Signing off...
- Cal