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I am still at this point in my life where I feel like I'm getting no where. I still feel so lost and alone... with no direction or guidance. But I know that God is at work inside me and in my life. I know that ultimately he is the one who is in control. How comforting is that?! I know that in HIS good time, he will reveal to me what I need to know. I just hope I learn to love him and trust him like a child does his father.
Sometimes I feel like the only option is to just give up. I don't trust people anymore. I honestly don't think that there is one genuinely good person.. and there's not! We all fall short. We all have some bad in us! It's so discouraging. But I know that I'm here for a reason. I'm on a mission from my Father, to show others his love. I have to remind myself of that everyday. I have to remind myself that the bad in us can be changed, that God is not too small for anything. It's a hard job! But Jesus went through it... and much worse. It's worth it... HE is worth it.
I feel so clean and refreshed lately. I feel like something's starting in my life... now that I'm paying more attention to God, starting to pray again, taking actions to show him that I mean business in my relationship with him. I know that he's here, that he hears me, that he cares...
I can't wait to see what's next!
Sometimes I feel like the only option is to just give up. I don't trust people anymore. I honestly don't think that there is one genuinely good person.. and there's not! We all fall short. We all have some bad in us! It's so discouraging. But I know that I'm here for a reason. I'm on a mission from my Father, to show others his love. I have to remind myself of that everyday. I have to remind myself that the bad in us can be changed, that God is not too small for anything. It's a hard job! But Jesus went through it... and much worse. It's worth it... HE is worth it.
I feel so clean and refreshed lately. I feel like something's starting in my life... now that I'm paying more attention to God, starting to pray again, taking actions to show him that I mean business in my relationship with him. I know that he's here, that he hears me, that he cares...
I can't wait to see what's next!