"Today I met a Boy"
It's funny to expect the unexpected... I have come to realize I don't really deserve someone in my life. It's a pretty downer of a thought considering all who know me know how much I believe in true love and how one day I would love to be swept off my feet, enjoy a romantic dinner, and stuff like that. It is almost certian that all my life loves have been a dissapointment... but then again I am onlt 19, I have so much more time to look for someone, but I am sick of waiting... most people say, live life for yourself and love yourself. It's not that I don't love myself and love those around me, I just crave more, is that so wrong? to want love at a young age, or should I be like everyone else? just a whore in downtown ottawa's gay meat market! well ya'know what, I refuse! I know someday, someone will come along, and he will sweep me off my feet wether that is tomorrow or ten years from now, I have to believe it... because if I don't... what's the point in living? I do love myself, but thats just not enough, I need to love and be loved in return... that is the greatest thing in the world, we only live once, and I want to experience true love.