Don't cry over spilled milk...
My last entry was very very somber and some of the things that I said hurt a few people close to me. I realize that some of the things that I said were uncalled for and to whomever I offended, I sincerely apologize. My mind wasn't in the right place when I wrote that. I know that isn't an excuse but I really did have this "world is out to get me" mentality. So once again, to those I offended, I'm very sorry. I love you all. Moving on...
Now looking back on that, I really was mentally in the shitter and felt that life was horrible. I'm fine now but some things that happened this past week really made me evaluate life and realize that some of the negative thoughts I had about life were truly unjustified. Many people, including myself, at times tend to completely hate every aspect of their life and feel that everything just sucks. It's just a constant unhappiness that never seems to go away. This past week I looked back on how I felt then looked at the present very deeply. I evaluated every aspect of my life from the ground up and asked myself, "How bad is it...really?" It was then that I realized all of the great things that I have and how bright my future looks. I mean...instead of thinking about how bad you think it is, think about how bad it COULD be. I learned that I shouldn't focus on the negative aspects of life and, instead, accentuate the positives. Sure, nobody's life is perfect. Everyone has their ups and downs. But you have to think, "is it really that bad?" As I mentioned in my subject title, don't cry over spilled milk. Don't hate life and be miserable over the smallest things (which I have a tendency to do). I realized that there are people who REALLY DO have it bad. In fact, there are people who have it much much worse than I do, yet they are making the best out of every day and living life to the fullest. To me, that is the blueprint on how you should live life. I learned a very valuable lesson this week indeed. Always walk with your head high and be proud of what you have and don't think that your life is over. Your life and your future is whatever you make it...so make it a good one. This is what I keep telling myself and it's made me a better person for it.
In other news, the fucking guy in career development keeps giving me the fucking runaround. Dude, if you are gonna make me drive all the way over there just to tell me that I need to change something on my resume' and to just come back, why the fuck am I coming in the first place. Why don't you just let me email you the shit and you can tell me all the revisions and additions I need so the next time I come in...I HAVE THE FINAL FUCKING PRODUCT!!! You'd think that the asshole would work on the resume' with me in his office so I can do it with him helping me along. No, of course not! That would be too much work on his part. That was actually the reason I started to going to him in the first place. I thought he was gonna help me in his office...*growl*. I just wanna send this shit out and get the ball rolling already but this guy is making this process ridiculously long. Fucking dick.
School needs to end already...
Now looking back on that, I really was mentally in the shitter and felt that life was horrible. I'm fine now but some things that happened this past week really made me evaluate life and realize that some of the negative thoughts I had about life were truly unjustified. Many people, including myself, at times tend to completely hate every aspect of their life and feel that everything just sucks. It's just a constant unhappiness that never seems to go away. This past week I looked back on how I felt then looked at the present very deeply. I evaluated every aspect of my life from the ground up and asked myself, "How bad is it...really?" It was then that I realized all of the great things that I have and how bright my future looks. I mean...instead of thinking about how bad you think it is, think about how bad it COULD be. I learned that I shouldn't focus on the negative aspects of life and, instead, accentuate the positives. Sure, nobody's life is perfect. Everyone has their ups and downs. But you have to think, "is it really that bad?" As I mentioned in my subject title, don't cry over spilled milk. Don't hate life and be miserable over the smallest things (which I have a tendency to do). I realized that there are people who REALLY DO have it bad. In fact, there are people who have it much much worse than I do, yet they are making the best out of every day and living life to the fullest. To me, that is the blueprint on how you should live life. I learned a very valuable lesson this week indeed. Always walk with your head high and be proud of what you have and don't think that your life is over. Your life and your future is whatever you make it...so make it a good one. This is what I keep telling myself and it's made me a better person for it.
In other news, the fucking guy in career development keeps giving me the fucking runaround. Dude, if you are gonna make me drive all the way over there just to tell me that I need to change something on my resume' and to just come back, why the fuck am I coming in the first place. Why don't you just let me email you the shit and you can tell me all the revisions and additions I need so the next time I come in...I HAVE THE FINAL FUCKING PRODUCT!!! You'd think that the asshole would work on the resume' with me in his office so I can do it with him helping me along. No, of course not! That would be too much work on his part. That was actually the reason I started to going to him in the first place. I thought he was gonna help me in his office...*growl*. I just wanna send this shit out and get the ball rolling already but this guy is making this process ridiculously long. Fucking dick.
School needs to end already...