this entry will be grumpy and full of complaining [mostly about chemistry]...so don't bother.
i am cranky right now.
and i will be every Wednesday from now until this semester is over.
why?
because i start class at 10:35am and don't get out until 6:00pm.
i only have one 45 minute break in all of that mess.
hardly a long enough break for lunch seeing that the closest food places are at least a block away from school [with the exception of Taco Bell, but that place gives me the major craps].
i would have to run to get there and run to get back.
and i can't drive cause i'll lose my parking space.
today i had a small bag of goldfish, 2 pepperoni hunks, and a Code Red from the vending machine for lunch.
i get cranky if i don't get to eat my food.
not too mention hypoglycemic as well.
so...i hate having a lab partner [although nothing against him personally - he seems nice]. i am the kind of person that likes to do it on my own, because i don't trust it when other people do the experiments. i like it done right and i like it done right the first time. i am a very meticulous and detail-oriented person [i even have to situate the books in my backpack a certain way]. and i like to do it my way.
i guess this will be a good experience in compromising and working with others.
let's be positive, Amanda.
i already have big bags and dark circles under my eyes.
i don't understand it.
i want to be selfish. cause i feel like a lot of stuff i do is for everyone else.
doesn't that sound horrible?
can someone teach me the art of relaxation -
because i am pretty sure i've never felt this emotion before.
everything is work to me.
and i will be every Wednesday from now until this semester is over.
why?
because i start class at 10:35am and don't get out until 6:00pm.
i only have one 45 minute break in all of that mess.
hardly a long enough break for lunch seeing that the closest food places are at least a block away from school [with the exception of Taco Bell, but that place gives me the major craps].
i would have to run to get there and run to get back.
and i can't drive cause i'll lose my parking space.
today i had a small bag of goldfish, 2 pepperoni hunks, and a Code Red from the vending machine for lunch.
i get cranky if i don't get to eat my food.
not too mention hypoglycemic as well.
so...i hate having a lab partner [although nothing against him personally - he seems nice]. i am the kind of person that likes to do it on my own, because i don't trust it when other people do the experiments. i like it done right and i like it done right the first time. i am a very meticulous and detail-oriented person [i even have to situate the books in my backpack a certain way]. and i like to do it my way.
i guess this will be a good experience in compromising and working with others.
let's be positive, Amanda.
i already have big bags and dark circles under my eyes.
i don't understand it.
i want to be selfish. cause i feel like a lot of stuff i do is for everyone else.
doesn't that sound horrible?
can someone teach me the art of relaxation -
because i am pretty sure i've never felt this emotion before.
everything is work to me.