(no subject)

[calm_chaotic_i]

i was going to update someting else, but like a lot of things lately, i found it better left unsaid. i work tonight and i dont know if im going to make it. i feel like shit and my head is fucked up. all sorts of fucked up inside. i guess im just going to have to find a way to prove to myself that sometimes, there is just no hope. you cant win em all.