Aug 22, 2005 11:59
there is no time for pleasantries.
that guy that I told you about? i knew that he was a bit special right but wow.
you're going to be seeing a lot of us. nothing has ever been so right in my life. I am so serious.
I don't want to make any big statements, and I'm very afraid of jinxing it, but you know what it is I want to say. I can't think of a positive thing that I don't want to say about him. I'm not under any illusions of perfection, all I know is that the overwhelming feeling knocked me down last night. I got home from us having dinner last night in Parramatta and I couldn't not think about him for more than 30 seconds, I ended up crying of happiness whilst I was trying to go to sleep.
i want to write so much more but I'd be rambling. all I know though is that this morning before I even knew I was awake I was thinking about him.
i was so scared that I wouldn't feel like this again, I'd almost forgotten what it felt like, but I knew what I had wasn't it. he gets better looking everytime I see him.
you know how they say, when you know, you know? I know.