bored

Jun 27, 2005 21:40

What up???? yeah sitting at my moms house kinda bored. i came over to use the damn computer and i just now remembered what for. tahts cool i'll type in here for a bit though.

So work is damn cool. After talkniing to Drew I feel alot better about the whole Jv bullshit. We're not getting fired. Always a good thing. I fucking love my job. I want it as a career. I think I may go back to school in the fall, to culinary school that is. My dad told Granny he'd pay if I went back so might as well. I talked to Drew bout becoming a developer and he said this week he would give me the test to be ceritfide in my jobs and then we can go from there. A raise would be cool too.

So I saw my PO today n she said she was suprosed not to see me a few weeeks ago cause the judge was going to let me go on the trip. I told her I had a wedding coming up in july that i might go to. She said it would be cool I justhave to talk to the judge before I go.

My love life sucks ass. I don't have one. All I have are my boys that I hang out with and smoke with. I drank last night with one of my boys. We just sat chilling in my back yard looking at the big weepoing willow. my back yard is pimp. But I have determined that I am going to be alone the rest of my damn life. I'm done settling for guys thta treat me like shit. Fuck that. Rather be lonely.

I was at the bar the otehr night talking to Kelly and Juan. I said something on how I was ghetto and Juan just nodded. Talking to Luke the other night and I told him I wasnt this ghetto a year ago until I started hanging out with him, Jon, and Brian. K.J. says he loves how ghetto I am but thats more cause he's black. But everyone agrees and I know it. I'm a ghetto ass bitch. Good times though.

Stupid people have tried getting in touch with me. I'm done. No more letting people back in my life. I've learned that the hard way. They never change. Just how you more each time. Fuck y'all.

don't know what I'm doing tonight. Don't think I wanna go to the bar. But i kmight call the boys anyway afyter they get off work. Luke n Brian will prob end up coming over. I'll end up drinking n smoking in my back yard. eh..whatever who knows what the hell will go down. I don' work tomororow nor wednesday morning so maybe tomorrow night I'll gotout to the bar and visit curtis. Hopefully Joe isn't working cause he doesn't like me too much. Ha, Jim hates his ass. . Shit Joe says anything more to me Jim will show up and beat his ass. That'd be damn funny.

I miss having the internet. I still need to get my computers colors fixed. Maybe in a few months I can afford to get cable internet hooked up. oh that would be tight. Just chillin in my bed talk to people. Lots of late nights playing scrabble. LOL.

Ights gotta look up shit.

peace out niggas
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