I Hate to Admit It
I suppose I'm not really this mean, calculating, angry person I always try to make myself out to be. I come to this realization as I sit in front of my computer on the verge of tears over a video game.
This guild sucks the fucking life out of me, which is ridiculous because its just a game! It's not fucking real and I still just want to break things and fucking cry because even in a damn game it hurts when people treat you like shit and it hurts when friends stab you in the goddamn back.
I couldn't even enjoy Castle. Nathan fucking Fillion and I didn't want to watch it. I just wanted to go to bed, but I'm not tired.
I'm just...hurt.
This guild sucks the fucking life out of me, which is ridiculous because its just a game! It's not fucking real and I still just want to break things and fucking cry because even in a damn game it hurts when people treat you like shit and it hurts when friends stab you in the goddamn back.
I couldn't even enjoy Castle. Nathan fucking Fillion and I didn't want to watch it. I just wanted to go to bed, but I'm not tired.
I'm just...hurt.