And I'll whisper only this...

[callnitlovesoon]

It's late.  Tonight was different, in a good way. nothing was different about hanging out. that was fun as usual. but coming home was different. I can honestly say tonight was the first time i felt totally at ease and comfortable. Nothing special happened. I was driving with the windows open, and i could smell summer. i put my hand out the window and totally got lost in the song on the radio. The air was cool, but warm, it felt like summer.  I don't even know what the song was but I felt totally calm and relaxed. It felt good to feel like that.  it was such a rush with the wind and the smells and the music. I kept driving until i saw the moon. It was the most beautiful moon i've ever seen. It was low in the sky tonight, and it was a deep orange color. there was a thin layer of haze around it, but it shone brightly. I sat in my car and watched it for a few minutes. It was one of those moments, that dont last long enough when theyre happening, and you dont want to leave because you know the moment will be over.

I havent felt that much at ease in a long time. I know i'm comfortable around my friends every night., but this was different. This was be being comfortable with life. This feeling is something i'm not sure ive expierenced before. I wish i could say it lasted. But the feeling was gone as the moment passed and i drove away, and now i'm back to how i felt before, which isnt bad..it's just, differnet. I think everyone deserves to have a moment like i had tonight. Just a moment to find themselves lost in a quiet summer night, with the stars, and the smells, the wind, and the moon. It can do a person a lot of good. Sometimes a moment is all you need.