the perfect weight
today was one of the longest days of my life. i'm thankful to be sitting on my bed.
while i spent numerous, bland hours in airports today, I made a list of things i want to do:
1. READ - First, Special Topics in Calamity Physics, then Pilgrim at Tinker Creek, a nice rereading of the Bell Jar, and a couple other books I bought on amazon.
2. Knit. Lots of knitting (ps i'm totally almost done with kate's sweater vest... i just need to sew it up and add the v-neck (and finished the birdie)!)
3. Buy fun things at antique stores on the west end and make fun jewelery with them
4. Actually see people... but not so much that I freak out.
5. Draw picture
6. Write things down
7. Watch movies
I really just want things to be chill. I feel like those things can't be too hard to accomplish as long as i don't let myself get swallowed by the waldeck -home-bubble that sucks the hopefulness from inside me.
all in all, this isn't exactly the way i wanted to greet the break, but i suppose it's done. i'm please that lunesta is taking its affect... and praying it doesn't fail me tonight.
Sweet dreams, boos