BECAUSE I'M NOT DEAD JUST BUSY AND THINKING OF BLOGGIN
So update.
Third year at Uni. and I'm preparing for GMAT's.
Modeling but trying to get more work so i'm on a lifestyle change. I'm a vegetarian.
I am about to start living the life I’ve always wanted. And I thought that I would be scared when this time came around but I’m not.
I still have so much to do. Like first off, I need to lose weight. I lost about 30 something lbs and then gained back like5. I need to lose them again.
I have 17 weeks to lose 65 lbs, which adds up to roughyl 3.76 lbs a week and I was worried as hell until…
My mom wanted to be a Marine when she was my age and the only reason she didn’t make it was because she was losing weight to fast - 5 to 6 lbs a week - and she wasn’t even fat! So they told her to slow down and when she did she ended up gaining five lbs. She said I inherited her metabolism and I’m hoping she’s right. I must get back on the ball. Modeling is not about to wait for me. I was losing so much weight when all I did was eat vegetarian ( not carbatarian but salads, sushi and soup) in small portions, drinking like 10 bottles of water and walk everywhere. I’m going back to that. I’m going to start eating only whole fresh produce from no one and drinking smoothies but walking everywhere. No matter if I start modeling or not I want to be a size 2.
Plus, I really need to study my portugese. I think that’s what I’m going to do this weekend to keep my mind sharp. URGH. I feel like a slacker and I HATE that feeling . I must lose weight and I MUST make it happen now!
I just have so much to do. I may be hte only person who has no idea what to do with herself during summer vacation.
Also, I cannot decide what color to dye my hair. It's natrually a very light reddish brown ( 4 to be exact) and I've been dyeing it blue black for years. URGH... whatever. I'm getting a bubble tea and some miso. BACK TO THIN!
Third year at Uni. and I'm preparing for GMAT's.
Modeling but trying to get more work so i'm on a lifestyle change. I'm a vegetarian.
I am about to start living the life I’ve always wanted. And I thought that I would be scared when this time came around but I’m not.
I still have so much to do. Like first off, I need to lose weight. I lost about 30 something lbs and then gained back like5. I need to lose them again.
I have 17 weeks to lose 65 lbs, which adds up to roughyl 3.76 lbs a week and I was worried as hell until…
My mom wanted to be a Marine when she was my age and the only reason she didn’t make it was because she was losing weight to fast - 5 to 6 lbs a week - and she wasn’t even fat! So they told her to slow down and when she did she ended up gaining five lbs. She said I inherited her metabolism and I’m hoping she’s right. I must get back on the ball. Modeling is not about to wait for me. I was losing so much weight when all I did was eat vegetarian ( not carbatarian but salads, sushi and soup) in small portions, drinking like 10 bottles of water and walk everywhere. I’m going back to that. I’m going to start eating only whole fresh produce from no one and drinking smoothies but walking everywhere. No matter if I start modeling or not I want to be a size 2.
Plus, I really need to study my portugese. I think that’s what I’m going to do this weekend to keep my mind sharp. URGH. I feel like a slacker and I HATE that feeling . I must lose weight and I MUST make it happen now!
I just have so much to do. I may be hte only person who has no idea what to do with herself during summer vacation.
Also, I cannot decide what color to dye my hair. It's natrually a very light reddish brown ( 4 to be exact) and I've been dyeing it blue black for years. URGH... whatever. I'm getting a bubble tea and some miso. BACK TO THIN!