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Okay so I'm sitting here alone in my house, like I do everynight and tonight I just cant get this one thought outta my head. I dont know what it is, Well I know the thought I just dont know what it is about the thought that it wont go away. I've had this same thought a thousand times before but this time I just cant seem to do it. I cant rid myself of it. 3 hours and counting since I woke up and that was the only thing on my mind when I woke up. Not man I miss Dennis, or man I'm bored but that thought going continuously through my mind like a bad movie you just cant help but watch. So I tried taking a shower to get it outta my head... Of course the only thing the shower did was intensify the thought because silly me forgets that when I'm in the shower I think more. The shower for some reason is like my safe haven. I can lock the door and most people respect the privacy of a shower curtain... I've honestly had the same thought for many days now. Many...
I have to go.
I have to go.