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Oct 27, 2005 00:17

So I got a phone call from Brad this morning and missed it. So I called him back around noon, he didnt answer, he called me back around 3 I was at work and decided to call him back on my smoke break.... He answered this time... What he told me I wasnt expecting...

Ben's brother Chris, Mr. Brown, died on Monday. He got in a car accident with his friend Brian and they both died. I was so completely shocked I sat on the phone with nothing coming outta my mouth for like ten minutes. It sucks so bad. He was a great friend, a great guy. He once stayed up all night even though he had to be to work at 5am to feed me glass after glass of water so i wouldnt get alcohol posioning. What sucks is that I was gonna call him when I got home from my hunting trip sunday night but decided I could do it another time. I guess I should have called Sunday huh? It just keeps going through my head, he cant be dead, he's only 25, he's too happy a guy, to fun, to much energy to let death get in his way from a good party. Him and Charyl were talking about getting married. He and I spent a night talking about it once. Kind of makes you think about how you should call your friends more often. Not let a stupid decision to go to bed get in the way when you want to talk to someone talk to them. I dont know what to think anymore. God's really got it out for people doesnt he? I mean Chris and Brian hadnt been drinking and Chris never smoked pot while driving or before driving for that matter. All I know is that Monday we had a lot of rain and he must not have been able to control the car. I'm half tempted to call every phone number I know just to say "Hey, what's been up?"

I remember the night I first met Brian, he was hitting on me. He begged me for my number so I gave it to him finally. He told me he and his girl were living apart for a while and he would like to get to know me better, but there was only one girl for him and he showed me his tattoo. His daughter. He loved her to pieces.

I just cant believe they're gone. I dont believe it. I saw the obituary in the paper and Chris' picture was there and I just started balling. Brian's was there too. It killed.

Dennis came over and he just hugged me all night. He made me feel better. I'm glad he was there for me tonight. I'm glad he cares enough to just be there when I need a shoulder to cry on. I was asleep on my bed when he got here and he climbed in bed and just rubbed my back because I'd woken up when I heard my bedroom door creek open. He just rubbed my back while I cried. I'm glad I got him right now. He's a better man than people think he is.

I think I'm gonna go to bed and get some sleep. Later guys.

Ashley, Aaliyah, Ona, Charlie, Krystal, I cant name them all, I wouldnt even try. I love you guys!
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