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i'm confident that we all do it
and i must confess
i click through the profile pictures of friends and acquaintances and wonder what it would be like to be in those pictures with them.
sometimes i see religious people and feel like i'm missing out on something.
you can say i'm missing the feeling of being apart of a community. or that i'm fiending to be contributing to something greater than i am.
if i were in high school i could just channel all this energy into drama.
but now i have to focus it on myself... which i am not too happy about.
its like the more responsibility i take on the more unmotivated i get. this is the worst lazy rut ever. EVER.
and i must confess
i click through the profile pictures of friends and acquaintances and wonder what it would be like to be in those pictures with them.
sometimes i see religious people and feel like i'm missing out on something.
you can say i'm missing the feeling of being apart of a community. or that i'm fiending to be contributing to something greater than i am.
if i were in high school i could just channel all this energy into drama.
but now i have to focus it on myself... which i am not too happy about.
its like the more responsibility i take on the more unmotivated i get. this is the worst lazy rut ever. EVER.