Aug 26, 2008 23:55
i can't believe someone could be so so selfish. i wouldn't dream of treating anyone that way. i wouldn't know how to. even after he used me as his doormat, as his little wifey that runs his errands i still kissed him goodbye. who the fuck am i? what the bloody hell has gotten into me?
since when have i ever sugar coated anything?
i want to blow up that moment. i would rather go back in time and shoot myself in the head then do that ever again. i feel like i unzipped my pants and turned around to be fucked up the ass. i want to blow up that moment and that strange girl that takes over my body and becomes submissive. screw it i'll blow him up too.
i feel so stupid.