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i've acquainted myself with driving as a release. when i'm sitting in my car listening to the same cd for the fifth consecutive day i try and convince myself that there is another destination i'm heading for. not work where i feel more trapped and disappointed with every transaction total i read or a lecture that will sadly never enhance my future career. sociology is amazing. sociology is absolute wonder. but it will not butter my toast. and on the first day of my first serious-stop-dicking-around job i'm still going to royally fuck up and wish i self obstructed myself in the womb.
i've come to realize that school and work and media and government and television and internet and churches are the double edged swords that tuck us into bed every night. always present, always distracting. these are the products of a first world country containing and grooming. tame yourself, and if you choose not to will we do the job for you. now, off to school with you.
i've accepted that we are the thieves, the liars, the cheaters, the drug addicts, the perverts, and the extremist of our nation. i simple convince myself that there is another destination i'm heading for.
i've come to realize that school and work and media and government and television and internet and churches are the double edged swords that tuck us into bed every night. always present, always distracting. these are the products of a first world country containing and grooming. tame yourself, and if you choose not to will we do the job for you. now, off to school with you.
i've accepted that we are the thieves, the liars, the cheaters, the drug addicts, the perverts, and the extremist of our nation. i simple convince myself that there is another destination i'm heading for.