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lately...i dont know i've been making a lot of choices in my head, and i'm still not so sure of the outcome. For example...what is right in my head today, may seem totally wrong tomorrow. I feel like i'm so confused and i have nobody to talk to about it. Nobody, and that really scares me. It's like i've become so distant from even my best friends when really I haven't at all. I'm sick of sitting home every day of the weekend while my friends are with each other. I'm sick of being lonely. I'm sick of falling for the guy whose fallen for someone else. I'm sick of everything. So, while I rant on, well knowing nobody will ever read this, I'm still thinking about what will happen next. I'm so confused about everything I hardly know myself anymore. Even if someone wanted to listen, i'm not sure i'd be able to tell what is going on. I'm not an emotional wreck. There's just a lot of things that I'm very confused about right now. I promise.
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