my last entry for a while...

May 26, 2005 18:34

well...ive been thinking...idk what about just thinking.

heres something
friends...friends can be replaced as alot of you do and do not know...there are some that cant be replaced but alot of the time they are, eventually, replaced by another person. you may not notice at the time but they will. cuz they will notice changes in the way u talk to them and just normal things that u would have done before that u dont do now. i know this because it has happened/is in the process of happening. and when a good friend moves its only a matter of time before they are replaced, if they are not already. people have ways of finding out stuff that u dont want them to find out. especially when u make no effort to conceal it. i know plenty of things that im sure one of my friends would never want me to know and would never tell me. actually im kinda dissappointed cuz we used to talk about everything.(<< example #1) and it really sucks when u here something from someone else that u would rather hear from that person actually in person. i mean i can understand if they are far away u talk to them once a month but if u see them every day! come on. and it doesnt take long for u to forget someone if ur too lazy to keep in touch. im not popular or cool or any of that shit and i really dont care but i dont think people should always be trying to get with or please the popular/cool ppl even tho ur not like them. ok well this is getting kinda long ive never written this much and theres too much goin thru my head to write it all down so that it would make sense so im just gonna stop. i have one last thing to say tho. In order to have a true friend, you need to be a true friend. "Don't make some one a priority, when you're only and option."

later days
have fun
Eric a.k.a El Chupacabra

P.S. ill miss you all
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