Feb 12, 2006 00:08
This one goes out to the one I love, Jess.
Dear Jess, we've had plenty of ups with a number of downs but nothing could ever change how much I love you. No matter what happens during the day it seems that my love for you grows continuesly by the end of the night. When we're together my world becomes a blur of uplifting emotions and I live for the next moment. Whether it be by ourselves or with a squad I could never want anything else but to be there with you. I already look down upon next year being at different places, the thought of being apart for too long is overwhelming but I know everything will be just fine. Im sorry things got a little out of whack I guess you could say tonight and Im sorry for that, Im sorry for all the hurtful things I said tonight and any other night, Im sorry for putting you in the position of feeling left out and Im sorry for getting upset after this stuff was brought to my attention. I do feel though, that sometimes I shouldnt even be there, I feel like I should just go away and you would be better off sometimes. Im sorry I let it get to that point and Im gonna work on not letting it, I just need your help and cooperation. And as I said, even on a night like tonight, I still cant help but be more in love with you than before. I hope that you wouldnt mind hanging out with that crew again because the squad resources are diminishing and they are good, fun people. I just gotta say that I love you and dont ever let my words steer you different because I will always love you like I do now.
Jeremy