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Date #2 with Asia tonight. I feel like I should be feeling more remorse than I am. It worries me. Maybe I'm a sociopath. I'm really only going on a second date with her because our first date turned into a let's-hang-out-with-every-idiot-that-we-know-a-thon, and it's not really the best time to mention "just being friends" when her twin sister is constantly by her side. Aside from that there's no physical attraction, no intellectual stimulation, she goes to AA, she's been in incredible trouble with the law - the list goes on and on. She's the funniest person I've ever met though and a hard worker. . . I mean, she's a great kid. I just have absolutely no romantic interest, it's strictly platonic. I also have a bad habit of dating people older than myself, I'd probably be better off dating Hugh Hefner than someone my age. Melissa is kind of almost my age. Closer than Kayla, I think. I don't know. Whatever. Point being Asia and I don't work. Melissa is seeming very promising though unless Kay magically stops being needy, obsessive and suddenly decides she wants to have sex with me. Ha. Who am I kidding.