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Seeing Jen yesterday was great. We ate on 16th street and then hung out for a few hours. I really missed her, but it's strange to see how we've changed from each other ever since I left. She's not very comfortable with herself, and I'm the opposite, so sometimes subject matter we'd stray into was a little awkward. At about five thirty I set off to find Kay's place because she, Cassidy and I were going to go have dinner over on Hampton. I got lost, but I somehow made it over. Dinner was nice, we had ramen and azuki ice cream. We dropped Cass off and then went back to Kay's place. Shocker #1 is that her roommate, Marisa, went to high school with me - small world. Kay and I stayed in the kitchen mostly and drank tea and caught up with each other. I was glad to see her again, but I definitely put on a chipper persona whenever she mentioned Tiffany. What's confusing is that she'll go on for hours about this girl and then have weak moments where she'll subtly (or not so subtly) ask me to come back or tell me that she loves me. Yeah, I want her back too, but I want her to date somebody else and vice versa so we can decide if we really want to be together or if it's a comfort thing. I think we have to have the dreaded "talk". I'm not good at this sort of communication, I can't be confrontational, I'm more spur-of-the-moment-honest than let's-sit-down-and-talk-about-our-feelings. But it needs to be done. It's needed to be done since the beginning of October. Who wants to do it for me!?