CAUTION--turn away before anyone gets hurt
being off my medication
feel theres less complication
i know whats in my head
tho the brain cells are dead
i hate trying to rhyme
screw dat
thats not "poetry."
wanna hear whats really going in my head?
too bad
manic depression is seeping through my pours again
it feels great to be who i really am
with all of these people concerned for my well being
they dont understand what its like to feel free
to be in your own world where nothing can bother you
because it wont stay in you mind
long enough
thoughts keep racing in and out
like a traffic jam in south austin at midnight...
on halloween
cept theres no authority to keep things under control
thank god for that
i joined a new "union" called maynardtopia
where i am the secretary of defense and jen is the president
can you picture what its like to be caught up
in a world where nothing stops
no end to conversations
no end to a crazy teenage libido
i try to play the field
but how can i
if you wont let me inside
if only i could
if only you would
just trust that i burn
but the wounds WILL heal
ive been through this before, knockin at your door
but you got 3 dead bolts lockin me out
my thoughts dont make sense
but they run together and feel so nice
i like the feeling that im not alone
inside my head, i got friends
and enemies
which keeps the system in order
if you dont understand me that makes it even better
because, then, whether you like to admit it or not
YOU ARE EXACTLY LIKE ME
"do you ever think back to another time
does it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind
do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction
and mow down any bullshit that confronts you
do you ever build up all the small things in your head
to make one problem that adds up to nothing
to me its nothing" -greenday-
feel theres less complication
i know whats in my head
tho the brain cells are dead
i hate trying to rhyme
screw dat
thats not "poetry."
wanna hear whats really going in my head?
too bad
manic depression is seeping through my pours again
it feels great to be who i really am
with all of these people concerned for my well being
they dont understand what its like to feel free
to be in your own world where nothing can bother you
because it wont stay in you mind
long enough
thoughts keep racing in and out
like a traffic jam in south austin at midnight...
on halloween
cept theres no authority to keep things under control
thank god for that
i joined a new "union" called maynardtopia
where i am the secretary of defense and jen is the president
can you picture what its like to be caught up
in a world where nothing stops
no end to conversations
no end to a crazy teenage libido
i try to play the field
but how can i
if you wont let me inside
if only i could
if only you would
just trust that i burn
but the wounds WILL heal
ive been through this before, knockin at your door
but you got 3 dead bolts lockin me out
my thoughts dont make sense
but they run together and feel so nice
i like the feeling that im not alone
inside my head, i got friends
and enemies
which keeps the system in order
if you dont understand me that makes it even better
because, then, whether you like to admit it or not
YOU ARE EXACTLY LIKE ME
"do you ever think back to another time
does it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind
do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction
and mow down any bullshit that confronts you
do you ever build up all the small things in your head
to make one problem that adds up to nothing
to me its nothing" -greenday-