Hey Mr. "Computer Hacker" Snyder, wanna read my journal??? Well, here ya go!!!!
Well...you did it again, you fucking asshole. I hope you're happy, because you made your daughter devastated and ruined her life.
But just as long things benefit YOU, it's alright to do something like this, RIGHT????
Do you REALLY think you know what's best for her??? Do you honestly??? Because if you did, you would LISTEN to her when she told you her feelings.
When have you actually been there for her????? You THINK you're doing all these things for her and her "future" by "looking over her" When, in reality, you're SPYING on her and invading her personal space, watching her every move, like a fucking psychopath. Which you will and most likely will read this. But you know what??? I don't CARE, I WANT you to read it so you can understand how big of a fucking asshole you are!!!!
Yet I'm sure you won't understand, since to you, we're just stupid punkass kids and don't know anything...but here's one thing YOU don't know....
She IS a teenager, Mr. Snyder! Hard to believe, but...she IS!!! Whoa! Shocker there, huh??? She's not 12 years old anymore, she's ALMOST 17!!!!! She's almost an adult, and you STILL treat her as if she were a child. Do you see something wrong here??? Because I definitely do...
Maybe if you were actually AROUND, and VISITED her often instead of living in your new world of yours with your precious Kelly and her little precious children (who are actually little spoiled brats). You care more about those kids than you care about Lauren. That is the impression I get from you, and that's sad. Lauren never wanted to LIVE with you there because she's MISERABLE there!!!!
And you know what??? So is BOBBY!!!!! Your OTHER child!! Your BIOLOGICAL CHILD!!! He is incredibly miserable up there with you, and you make him watch Kelly's kids ALL the time, and he never gets to do what he wants, and you treat HIM like a child as well. You would never understand all the time he has gotten angry from you and just wanted to leave and never wanted to see you again...that's why he gets in trouble and does the things he does.
From the impression I get, Mr. Snyder, you seem to be a terrible father. You may think you are a good father and think you know what's best for your children, but DO you????? Have you ever sat down once with Lauren and just LISTENED about how she REALLY feels??? Because that's what she needs. A talk. A talk with her FATHER, to know that he cares.
I'm SURE you can take time out of your busy schedule to go and just BE with your daughter. If you can spend endless hours on the internet spying on Lauren's every move on there, you can spend quality time with her. You just choose not to. If you really cared about her, you'd do that.
Which brings me to the point of her grounding: SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING THAT TERRIBLE. Yes, she was at a sleepover with boys. But she didn't know they were spending the night, and it was 11:30 by the time she found out, and it was too late for her to call your mother to come pick her up. See??? She didn't want to wake her grandmother up. Unlike you, she has feelings for other individuals!!! And yes, it was wrong for what she did, and that she kissed this boy. But Megan takes many pictures of EVERYTHING, and they shouldnt be that big of a deal. They play games over there=playstation games. They don't smoke, drink, have sex, do drugs, or ANYTHING like that!!! So why did it come off as so terrible to you???
Listen here, buddy, this is what your daughter is REALLY like:
-Lauren is one of the sweetest individuals ever.
-I can come to her with my problems and she'll always listen.
-I never heard her use profanity or want to drink any type of alcohol or smoke. We always offer it to her as a joke, and she always says no. She's just not like that, and would never do it.
-She is incredibly smart, and gets good grades. But you don't view it as that when she gets grades not up to your standards. Well, ya know what??? NOBODY'S perfect. MAYBE IF YOU ACTUALLY VIEWED HER GRADES ON WHAT SHE HAS DONE WELL ON AND NOT FOCUSED IT ON THE BAD.....because if it's not a 100 it's TERRIBLE to you and Lauren is a bad student in your eyes that way, right???
-She is a wonderful actress and talented in the arts and singing. But you wouldn't know THAT either, since you came to ONE play, and you kicked her out of the musical when she had a decent role. You would NEVER understand how much that meant to her when you did that, and how you fucked everyone over by making her quit...
And another thing: YOUR MONEY DOES NOT BUY YOUR FAMILY HAPPINESS.
Just because you can do all these things with your excessive amounts of money and buy things for Lauren, and get her through college, that does NOT buy love. I'm sure she would trade all the money in the world so you could be the father you used to be, but that will never happen.
It also doesn't help that you're making your ex-wife move to a bigger apartment just so you can have Lauren move in with her. As much as she wants to live with her mother and get her ass away from you as far as possible, ALL she wants is to stay here with her friends. TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL WITH HER FRIENDS!!! What about your mother??? She doesn't know what she's gonna do now with herself, she spent all of her time with her granddaughter, and now you're taking Lauren away from her, just so your little wishes could be granted.
Why would you think that she actually wants to move??? She DOESN'T want to move away with only one year of high school left. WHY would she?????
What good is it??? Seeing as you're never around to be with her, it's not like she'd be missing time with you, but what about her friends and other family members???? Her life at school??? Don't those things mean anything to you???
Cause they mean the WORLD to HER...that's why she doesn't want to leave. She doesn't want to leave us, or her grandmother. Whenever she got into a fight with YOU and YOU made her be miserable we were RIGHT by her side and helped her with her problems and gave her advice. We also trash-talked you (not a surprise there) and many a time I wanted to call you up and give you a piece of my mind. I wish I did, but she didn't let me. We say stuff about you to make her feel better, (me wishing I could tell it your face and I had to bite my tongue) but you fucking drew the line with THIS one. This was the last fucking straw. Also, I tried to have her stand up for herself and have her tell you what she really feels, but she is too afraid.
I'm NOT afraid of you. I'm telling you what I think of you, and I think you are a FUCKING ASSHOLE, and a HORRIBLE FATHER. This was the only part of her life she was happy about right now. When she was sad and missed her mother, we were right there by her side. When she had problems with you, we were right there by her side. So where the fuck were you???
The reasons she was SAD was because of you, so thanks for being a good father and all. You think this is best for her, but she's so angry at you. She never wants to see your face again, and I don't blame her. I hope you feel guilty, because your prick ass needs a rude awakening.
We were bawling our eyes out when we found out, and you have NO FUCKING IDEA how much we'll miss her. But you won't even be able to miss her because you were never around. You don't even KNOW your own DAUGHTER. And you're not going to, because she never wants to be with you. No wonder you and Karen got a divorce. I hope you enjoy your new life with your 'new kids' and Kelly. Because they're all you'll have left. And I also heard you had problems with her as well, and it'll be only time where you'll be by yourself, in your BIG EMPTY MANSION with noone to love, or be loved by. But I think you deserve it.
*You. Don't. Know. How. Sick. You. Make. Me.
You make me FUCKING sick to my stomach.
Every time I think of you, I PUKE!!!!
-That's from an Eminem song, Mr. Snyder. You can listen to it to understand how I feel about you, seeing as you're on there enough to follow Lauren's every move, so take a listen, huh??? =)
Oh, by the way, seeing as I really wanted to say things to your face, or over the phone (not like I didn't get everything out of my system ANYWAY) here's my chance to.
My number is 570-829-4141. My parents have quite a few things to say to you, so do Brittany's and Keri's parents. See??? It's not just US teenagers. Adults also think you're an asshole as well, and would never do things like this to their children. So if you have a rebuttal to my entry, go ahead and CALL ME. Otherwise, fuck you and have a nice day. =)
Lauren Josephine's best friend,
Lauren Elizabeth Pask (Don't forget the name)
But just as long things benefit YOU, it's alright to do something like this, RIGHT????
Do you REALLY think you know what's best for her??? Do you honestly??? Because if you did, you would LISTEN to her when she told you her feelings.
When have you actually been there for her????? You THINK you're doing all these things for her and her "future" by "looking over her" When, in reality, you're SPYING on her and invading her personal space, watching her every move, like a fucking psychopath. Which you will and most likely will read this. But you know what??? I don't CARE, I WANT you to read it so you can understand how big of a fucking asshole you are!!!!
Yet I'm sure you won't understand, since to you, we're just stupid punkass kids and don't know anything...but here's one thing YOU don't know....
She IS a teenager, Mr. Snyder! Hard to believe, but...she IS!!! Whoa! Shocker there, huh??? She's not 12 years old anymore, she's ALMOST 17!!!!! She's almost an adult, and you STILL treat her as if she were a child. Do you see something wrong here??? Because I definitely do...
Maybe if you were actually AROUND, and VISITED her often instead of living in your new world of yours with your precious Kelly and her little precious children (who are actually little spoiled brats). You care more about those kids than you care about Lauren. That is the impression I get from you, and that's sad. Lauren never wanted to LIVE with you there because she's MISERABLE there!!!!
And you know what??? So is BOBBY!!!!! Your OTHER child!! Your BIOLOGICAL CHILD!!! He is incredibly miserable up there with you, and you make him watch Kelly's kids ALL the time, and he never gets to do what he wants, and you treat HIM like a child as well. You would never understand all the time he has gotten angry from you and just wanted to leave and never wanted to see you again...that's why he gets in trouble and does the things he does.
From the impression I get, Mr. Snyder, you seem to be a terrible father. You may think you are a good father and think you know what's best for your children, but DO you????? Have you ever sat down once with Lauren and just LISTENED about how she REALLY feels??? Because that's what she needs. A talk. A talk with her FATHER, to know that he cares.
I'm SURE you can take time out of your busy schedule to go and just BE with your daughter. If you can spend endless hours on the internet spying on Lauren's every move on there, you can spend quality time with her. You just choose not to. If you really cared about her, you'd do that.
Which brings me to the point of her grounding: SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING THAT TERRIBLE. Yes, she was at a sleepover with boys. But she didn't know they were spending the night, and it was 11:30 by the time she found out, and it was too late for her to call your mother to come pick her up. See??? She didn't want to wake her grandmother up. Unlike you, she has feelings for other individuals!!! And yes, it was wrong for what she did, and that she kissed this boy. But Megan takes many pictures of EVERYTHING, and they shouldnt be that big of a deal. They play games over there=playstation games. They don't smoke, drink, have sex, do drugs, or ANYTHING like that!!! So why did it come off as so terrible to you???
Listen here, buddy, this is what your daughter is REALLY like:
-Lauren is one of the sweetest individuals ever.
-I can come to her with my problems and she'll always listen.
-I never heard her use profanity or want to drink any type of alcohol or smoke. We always offer it to her as a joke, and she always says no. She's just not like that, and would never do it.
-She is incredibly smart, and gets good grades. But you don't view it as that when she gets grades not up to your standards. Well, ya know what??? NOBODY'S perfect. MAYBE IF YOU ACTUALLY VIEWED HER GRADES ON WHAT SHE HAS DONE WELL ON AND NOT FOCUSED IT ON THE BAD.....because if it's not a 100 it's TERRIBLE to you and Lauren is a bad student in your eyes that way, right???
-She is a wonderful actress and talented in the arts and singing. But you wouldn't know THAT either, since you came to ONE play, and you kicked her out of the musical when she had a decent role. You would NEVER understand how much that meant to her when you did that, and how you fucked everyone over by making her quit...
And another thing: YOUR MONEY DOES NOT BUY YOUR FAMILY HAPPINESS.
Just because you can do all these things with your excessive amounts of money and buy things for Lauren, and get her through college, that does NOT buy love. I'm sure she would trade all the money in the world so you could be the father you used to be, but that will never happen.
It also doesn't help that you're making your ex-wife move to a bigger apartment just so you can have Lauren move in with her. As much as she wants to live with her mother and get her ass away from you as far as possible, ALL she wants is to stay here with her friends. TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL WITH HER FRIENDS!!! What about your mother??? She doesn't know what she's gonna do now with herself, she spent all of her time with her granddaughter, and now you're taking Lauren away from her, just so your little wishes could be granted.
Why would you think that she actually wants to move??? She DOESN'T want to move away with only one year of high school left. WHY would she?????
What good is it??? Seeing as you're never around to be with her, it's not like she'd be missing time with you, but what about her friends and other family members???? Her life at school??? Don't those things mean anything to you???
Cause they mean the WORLD to HER...that's why she doesn't want to leave. She doesn't want to leave us, or her grandmother. Whenever she got into a fight with YOU and YOU made her be miserable we were RIGHT by her side and helped her with her problems and gave her advice. We also trash-talked you (not a surprise there) and many a time I wanted to call you up and give you a piece of my mind. I wish I did, but she didn't let me. We say stuff about you to make her feel better, (me wishing I could tell it your face and I had to bite my tongue) but you fucking drew the line with THIS one. This was the last fucking straw. Also, I tried to have her stand up for herself and have her tell you what she really feels, but she is too afraid.
I'm NOT afraid of you. I'm telling you what I think of you, and I think you are a FUCKING ASSHOLE, and a HORRIBLE FATHER. This was the only part of her life she was happy about right now. When she was sad and missed her mother, we were right there by her side. When she had problems with you, we were right there by her side. So where the fuck were you???
The reasons she was SAD was because of you, so thanks for being a good father and all. You think this is best for her, but she's so angry at you. She never wants to see your face again, and I don't blame her. I hope you feel guilty, because your prick ass needs a rude awakening.
We were bawling our eyes out when we found out, and you have NO FUCKING IDEA how much we'll miss her. But you won't even be able to miss her because you were never around. You don't even KNOW your own DAUGHTER. And you're not going to, because she never wants to be with you. No wonder you and Karen got a divorce. I hope you enjoy your new life with your 'new kids' and Kelly. Because they're all you'll have left. And I also heard you had problems with her as well, and it'll be only time where you'll be by yourself, in your BIG EMPTY MANSION with noone to love, or be loved by. But I think you deserve it.
*You. Don't. Know. How. Sick. You. Make. Me.
You make me FUCKING sick to my stomach.
Every time I think of you, I PUKE!!!!
-That's from an Eminem song, Mr. Snyder. You can listen to it to understand how I feel about you, seeing as you're on there enough to follow Lauren's every move, so take a listen, huh??? =)
Oh, by the way, seeing as I really wanted to say things to your face, or over the phone (not like I didn't get everything out of my system ANYWAY) here's my chance to.
My number is 570-829-4141. My parents have quite a few things to say to you, so do Brittany's and Keri's parents. See??? It's not just US teenagers. Adults also think you're an asshole as well, and would never do things like this to their children. So if you have a rebuttal to my entry, go ahead and CALL ME. Otherwise, fuck you and have a nice day. =)
Lauren Josephine's best friend,
Lauren Elizabeth Pask (Don't forget the name)