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i should never be allowed to interact with other people.
i wont. i dont need anyone. im fine. i was meant to be on my own. forever. i hate myself how cold anyone else like me then thats the answer to the trick question. it was a trick. i feel like im 5 again sitting under the kitchen table, pretending to be asleep when im really just crying and listening to my dad tell me that he is leaving us for good. or not eating so i would be what trevor wanted me to be. small feminine, breakable. i dont have to starve to be breakable i already am and i think ive shattered. red glass pouring into a tissue. im so cold. i think ill just go to sleep then.
i wont. i dont need anyone. im fine. i was meant to be on my own. forever. i hate myself how cold anyone else like me then thats the answer to the trick question. it was a trick. i feel like im 5 again sitting under the kitchen table, pretending to be asleep when im really just crying and listening to my dad tell me that he is leaving us for good. or not eating so i would be what trevor wanted me to be. small feminine, breakable. i dont have to starve to be breakable i already am and i think ive shattered. red glass pouring into a tissue. im so cold. i think ill just go to sleep then.