Aug 22, 2006 22:54
It's making me into a frustrated and bitter person and I hate being that. I have to get over myself.
All is well until my shit-for-brains brother comes home (twice a week - sod off to uni!). He upsets my (ill) mother and thus upsets my dad and me. He has no regard for any property and thus ends up wrecking anything he touches. He illegally downloads despite my dad's request to stop (my dad's in IT and it would affect his job if they realised what my brother was using the system for) and screws up any computer that's working with all the crap he puts on it.
Frankly, I would like to punch his lights out.
I feel like a child again. I've given up trying to be civil. He makes me into a person I don't like. I have to get out - I'm sick with the need for it.
Asshole.