I don't really know how to even begin explaining, so I won't. But I feel amazing, pure of mind and thought, clean of soul, and (mostly) healthy of body. It's stunning and unlike my reprieves before, this is solid and real. I've had to be so careful with myself, so afraid of shattering any small fragile peace that I could find. This peace is solid and real and I don't need to be careful. I just need to be.
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