Just some stuff
First and foremost, my grandmother is in the hospital again. She has been having a lot of mini strokes. At Thanksgiving, she looked across the table at me and looked like she was going to cry. I asked her what was wrong and she asked me who I was. She is disappearing. Anyway, her doctor has her in the hospital to try to stabilize her blood pressure as well as have a neurologist look at her. He thinks the blank stares she has been giving everyone may be some kind of seizure.
Secondly, I am feeling kind of sad and out of sorts. It probably has a lot to do with hormones, but I also feel like I am losing something. I just don't quite know what it is yet.
This is Alan's (late) grandmother's birthday. It is also the anniversary of the day we brought home Noelani. But I don't think those are the things making me sad.
Today is cookie baking day. I am waiting for Mary to get out of the shower so she can make me a list of ingredients. She is the cookie chief. I will then go to the store for said ingredients and the baking shall commence.
I miss my friends. I feel like we are out of sync somehow.
Secondly, I am feeling kind of sad and out of sorts. It probably has a lot to do with hormones, but I also feel like I am losing something. I just don't quite know what it is yet.
This is Alan's (late) grandmother's birthday. It is also the anniversary of the day we brought home Noelani. But I don't think those are the things making me sad.
Today is cookie baking day. I am waiting for Mary to get out of the shower so she can make me a list of ingredients. She is the cookie chief. I will then go to the store for said ingredients and the baking shall commence.
I miss my friends. I feel like we are out of sync somehow.