(regret)

Aug 29, 2005 04:27

I'm ready for school to start again.

I don't think i have any classes with anyone i am friendly with.

It's 4:29 A.M.

My story is almost done.

I spent 50 dollars today and i couldn't even tell you what i spent it on.

A close friend of mine came back recently. She had been away all summer. I saw her for the first time in 3 months today.

She is still very beautiful. She still doesn't care.

actually...i spent like 2 dollars on a Raspberry Iced Tea for her.

Mike is asleep in my guest room.

He could barely stay awake for the only movie we rented that i actually wanted him to see.

I drank a full half gallon of Blue Raspberry Refresher from stuarts within the last three hours.

I hope i get to see her tomorrow.

She wanted to watch one of the movies we rented.

"Audition" is the name of the movie. The torture scene at the end is quite brutal.

She(the torturer) talks about pain and life continuing on and acceptance alot.

I get it.

We watched "Suicide Club" too.

The kids talked about connection with yourself and connection with the world and death.

I would be lying if i said i honestly got all of it.

I wish i had a car.

But i don't. I have a bike.

It's blue. The tires are out of air but i don't care enough to pump them up.

I would watch another movie we got now, but i'm afraid that it would be too scary.

But i'm also afraid to say what it is because i've heard its honestly not that scary and i don't really want to look foolish.

I wish somebody, i don't really care who, would be honest.

My friend's love interest is coming home from Scotland. She goes to college at Skidmore.

He met her on a cruise in Alaska.

They should "officially" be together soon.

Another friend is on the verge as well.

My two best friends.

Drat.

We all know what happens when good friends get significant others.

You don't? Well I do.

Believe it or not, I actually put quite a bit of work into that CD.

The songs have more continuity and order coherence than i feel comfortable admitting.

Again, for fear of sounding foolish.

I really will finish my story someday.

It's 4:49.

In 20 whole minutes i was only able to produce 38 semi-coherent thoughts.

And thats being generous because i didn't mention the time until 2 thoughts into this little journey.

For all you know i could have taken years to think up those first 2 thoughts.

My counting could be off too.

I'm not sure if this is funny or not.

I think i will go watch that movie.
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