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One of my best friend's mother passed away this morning.
I feel broken and weak, and I wish I didn't. I'm not good at dealing with death. I've never lost anyone very close to me before through means of passing away, so, it's awkward.
The tylenol PM I took is finally kicking in and I feel a comfortable buzz. I want to instant message ankush but I don't think my heart could handle the rejection tonight.
I have never felt so completely empty in my entire life.
This week has been absolutely mind numbing and heart wrenching in more ways than I thought was possible.
I feel broken and weak, and I wish I didn't. I'm not good at dealing with death. I've never lost anyone very close to me before through means of passing away, so, it's awkward.
The tylenol PM I took is finally kicking in and I feel a comfortable buzz. I want to instant message ankush but I don't think my heart could handle the rejection tonight.
I have never felt so completely empty in my entire life.
This week has been absolutely mind numbing and heart wrenching in more ways than I thought was possible.