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[callingmeout]

I hate things I should love

I miss things I should have just let go

I can't let go

I never could

I never wanted to

I never wanted to do this in the first place

I want to do the things I know I shouldn't

I want to do the things I hate

I want things to be like they used to be

I want things to finally work out

I feel bad...

I feel like I'm not doing things right

Like I've screwed up life

and I'm worried... really fucking worried...

I hate myself

I hate what I'm thinking

I hate that I always want something...

I hate that I'm hating again

Fuck this...

DONE

Tm