I simply remember my favorite things
I hate calc
I hate Moths
I hate Sprite
I hate not having enough to drink
I hate fast food joints where the fountains are behind the register
I hate websites that don't work
I hate pop up ads
I hate getting mail from collages that I don't know
I hate not knowing which collages are the good collages
I hate not getting emails from real people anymore
I hate doing pointless homework
I hate Biology
I hate shallow people
I hate when you think your friends with someone but really they just want to have sex with you
I hate when you think things are fine and really everyone is emo
I hate being depressed
I hate fighting depression anymore
I hate not knowing why I get depressed
I hate not having time to do things I want to do
I hate school
I hate not being able to hang out with kids
I hate having too many "friends"
I hate having to get good grades for my parents
I hate having overbearing parents
I hate parents who are assholes and hit kids
I hate boys who hit their girlfriends just cause they can
I hate girlfriends who twist and manipulate you with sex
I hate being horny
I hate porn
I hate masturbation
I hate being around people who use other people and know it and brag about it
I hate being a weiner
I hate being an outsider
I hate being an insider
I hate bruised apples
I hate strings on oranges and bananas
I hate falling asleep in Math
I hate not being able to sleep at night
I hate waking up in the middle of the night and not being able to fall back asleep cause I'm worrying
I hate worrying
I hate random AIM messages that pop up with people you don't want to talk to
I hate ITC and how we do nothing in it
I hate the Academy and how it has screwed my life
I hate pretending to care
I hate caring too much
I hate people who look at me and instantly judge me because I'm a teenager
I hate studying
I hate not being able to concentrate
I hate not being able to focus
I hate standardized tests
I hate phony happiness
I hate masks
I hate not being good at anything useful
I hate ranting in my journal
I hate sucking at making my website
I hate how most everyone will have probably stopped reading by this point... I know I would have
I hate waiting
I hate running with pained shins
I hate not being able to write songs (though I've tried)
I hate not being able to really really play music well
I hate being that average guy
I hate falling down and not wanting to get up
I hate having my room in a mess
I hate cleaning up my room when I have something I would rather be doing
I hate my room smelling bad
I hate not being able to breathe
I hate the fact that my mom is about to yell at me
I hate that I don't want to be home but I have to anyway
I hate that I feel numb
I hate AIM
I hate trying and not succeeding
I hate trying
I hate waking up
I hate bugs well not all
I hate crap
I hate having nothing to drink
I hate not having my Dr Pepper
I hate not being able to have my guitar lessons with Mike
I hate report cards
I hate that the glass is always half empty
I hate hating
I hate that I have so much more to say but I forgot
I hate that for now... I'm done
and I hate
I hate
I hate
Peter Pan!
I love you
PS this was a crappy entry
I hate Moths
I hate Sprite
I hate not having enough to drink
I hate fast food joints where the fountains are behind the register
I hate websites that don't work
I hate pop up ads
I hate getting mail from collages that I don't know
I hate not knowing which collages are the good collages
I hate not getting emails from real people anymore
I hate doing pointless homework
I hate Biology
I hate shallow people
I hate when you think your friends with someone but really they just want to have sex with you
I hate when you think things are fine and really everyone is emo
I hate being depressed
I hate fighting depression anymore
I hate not knowing why I get depressed
I hate not having time to do things I want to do
I hate school
I hate not being able to hang out with kids
I hate having too many "friends"
I hate having to get good grades for my parents
I hate having overbearing parents
I hate parents who are assholes and hit kids
I hate boys who hit their girlfriends just cause they can
I hate girlfriends who twist and manipulate you with sex
I hate being horny
I hate porn
I hate masturbation
I hate being around people who use other people and know it and brag about it
I hate being a weiner
I hate being an outsider
I hate being an insider
I hate bruised apples
I hate strings on oranges and bananas
I hate falling asleep in Math
I hate not being able to sleep at night
I hate waking up in the middle of the night and not being able to fall back asleep cause I'm worrying
I hate worrying
I hate random AIM messages that pop up with people you don't want to talk to
I hate ITC and how we do nothing in it
I hate the Academy and how it has screwed my life
I hate pretending to care
I hate caring too much
I hate people who look at me and instantly judge me because I'm a teenager
I hate studying
I hate not being able to concentrate
I hate not being able to focus
I hate standardized tests
I hate phony happiness
I hate masks
I hate not being good at anything useful
I hate ranting in my journal
I hate sucking at making my website
I hate how most everyone will have probably stopped reading by this point... I know I would have
I hate waiting
I hate running with pained shins
I hate not being able to write songs (though I've tried)
I hate not being able to really really play music well
I hate being that average guy
I hate falling down and not wanting to get up
I hate having my room in a mess
I hate cleaning up my room when I have something I would rather be doing
I hate my room smelling bad
I hate not being able to breathe
I hate the fact that my mom is about to yell at me
I hate that I don't want to be home but I have to anyway
I hate that I feel numb
I hate AIM
I hate trying and not succeeding
I hate trying
I hate waking up
I hate bugs well not all
I hate crap
I hate having nothing to drink
I hate not having my Dr Pepper
I hate not being able to have my guitar lessons with Mike
I hate report cards
I hate that the glass is always half empty
I hate hating
I hate that I have so much more to say but I forgot
I hate that for now... I'm done
and I hate
I hate
I hate
Peter Pan!
I love you
PS this was a crappy entry