Love and found
A rotated three,
An angled 'V'
A form that now evokes.
The tears, the joy
The drama, the fights,
It's time to learn to cope.
Love once lost,
And now to be found,
Who cares if we don't elope.
An angled 'V'
A rotated three,
If only...
It's not back to a slippery slope.
It's a scary thing how I wanted to add in a "for now" after typing out "I am happy". Because you don't see things like "I am sad, for now" or "life sucks, for now". Negative feelings just don't associate with optimism. So why is my positive feeling associated with pessimism? It is as if at the back of my mind, this happiness isn't going to last.
But do I feel that way? No, not at all really. I may be a little afraid of losing what we have now, but a fear like that is based on nothing but paranoia, and thus, is redundant. Convince, convince, convinced. =)
Okay now, heavy thoughts aside, just to let you guys know, I'll be going back to Survivor: Pulau Tekong for my BMT recourse on 6th July. Boyfriend wanted to be there with me on that day, despite me saying how I'll be fine and it's not worth taking a day of leave from work.
And he dropped this text, (Singlish intentionally retained) "Haiyo, last time you go, got your dad and ex to accompany you mah, so this time round if can must have people also... Daughter marry second time also marriage mah, where got such thing don't attend the wedding one?"
What an analogy.
An angled 'V'
A form that now evokes.
The tears, the joy
The drama, the fights,
It's time to learn to cope.
Love once lost,
And now to be found,
Who cares if we don't elope.
An angled 'V'
A rotated three,
If only...
It's not back to a slippery slope.
It's a scary thing how I wanted to add in a "for now" after typing out "I am happy". Because you don't see things like "I am sad, for now" or "life sucks, for now". Negative feelings just don't associate with optimism. So why is my positive feeling associated with pessimism? It is as if at the back of my mind, this happiness isn't going to last.
But do I feel that way? No, not at all really. I may be a little afraid of losing what we have now, but a fear like that is based on nothing but paranoia, and thus, is redundant. Convince, convince, convinced. =)
Okay now, heavy thoughts aside, just to let you guys know, I'll be going back to Survivor: Pulau Tekong for my BMT recourse on 6th July. Boyfriend wanted to be there with me on that day, despite me saying how I'll be fine and it's not worth taking a day of leave from work.
And he dropped this text, (Singlish intentionally retained) "Haiyo, last time you go, got your dad and ex to accompany you mah, so this time round if can must have people also... Daughter marry second time also marriage mah, where got such thing don't attend the wedding one?"
What an analogy.