watch you go.
Since phil & I broke up I feel like a lost puppy. I know it's sicking to think for the past 8 or so months I didn't have to feel,think, or act for myself. I truly lost myself. I've been feeling like I think I know what I want then I bump into a wall everytime I turn around. So this is what I gotta do.. Stop thinking so much. I've been living it up don't get me wrong, I'm just trying to find myself again. I'm not sure I really had a clue who I was.. which is probably why I ended up where I was. I'm working two jobs and working on myself & letting people go in my life. If there supposed to be there, then they will be. I've been making direct amends. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I'm doing things for me. Why isn't it enought to keep me a 100% content. yet again, one day I will feel as if I own the world. The next I'm a peice of shit. I'm missing something and I gotta find it.
As far as guys go.. I want someone who can keep my interest for more then a month. When we get on eachothers nervs we'll smile cause we know we wanna tear eachother's clothes off. I want a guy who will let me sing as loud as I want to my corny music. Someone nothing like him. Someone who inspires me, not brings me down.
oh! this kind of helps explainging what I mean.
"Its 16 miles, to the promised land
and I promise you, I'm doing the best I can
now don't fool yourself
in thinking you're more than a man
cause you'll probably end up dead
i visit these
mountains with frequency
and i stand here with my arms up
now some days, they last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast
and if you want me
you better speak up- i won't wait
so you better, move fast
don't fool yourself
in thinking you're more than you are
with your arms outstretched to me
now its 16 miles to the promised land
and i promise you i'm doing the best i can
now some days, they last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast
and if you want me, you better speak up i won't wait
so you better move fast
and some days they last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast
and if you want me, you better speak up i wont wait
so you better move fast"
Rilo kiley-
As far as guys go.. I want someone who can keep my interest for more then a month. When we get on eachothers nervs we'll smile cause we know we wanna tear eachother's clothes off. I want a guy who will let me sing as loud as I want to my corny music. Someone nothing like him. Someone who inspires me, not brings me down.
oh! this kind of helps explainging what I mean.
"Its 16 miles, to the promised land
and I promise you, I'm doing the best I can
now don't fool yourself
in thinking you're more than a man
cause you'll probably end up dead
i visit these
mountains with frequency
and i stand here with my arms up
now some days, they last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast
and if you want me
you better speak up- i won't wait
so you better, move fast
don't fool yourself
in thinking you're more than you are
with your arms outstretched to me
now its 16 miles to the promised land
and i promise you i'm doing the best i can
now some days, they last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast
and if you want me, you better speak up i won't wait
so you better move fast
and some days they last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast
and if you want me, you better speak up i wont wait
so you better move fast"
Rilo kiley-