personal statements and such

[calling_out]

and i had a baby breakdown last night. i feel much more refreshed now. refreshed but amazingly stressed,its my own fault though i canny deny iv put all this work off. ok so maybe not refreshed at all but mumma was nice and i felt better after talking to her. i wana see carlycarlcarlcarl and sandy.i neglect my freinds.its amazing and i just realised, no wait i realised a bit ago but forgot.cos like i dont ring anyone or anything cos im scared so im really kinda neglecty and dont bond with people like i should.im in a "group" with people but im not making the effort cos im too shy.which is dumb cos ur ment to be close to freinds ur in a group with and associated with (talking school-wise here) i miss miss.geisha evans like hell. neither of us are fantastic with girls so we can relate over that.
ooh and things with the laddy arent great but il keep that to myself cos i dont make any sense and mumma told me to get a life.eee heheee
muchos love x