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many things have happened lately.. so many changes, new things i have learned... how to deal with it i do not know. Drifting apart is not what i am going to let happen. please talk to me, im here for you. i love you.
fort wayne, in words-- hell week. Learned alot though, about people and bout i guess myself. It was fun though even though the moms who went down were gay. Felt like i was in jail. couldn't do anything. Besides all the bad stuff and only winning one game outta 7, we met another guys team, they were awesome :)... especially Eric! he was just... right. it happens every year though, meet a guy hang out with them for 5 days, then leave.. knowing you will never see them again, but always in the back of your mind hope you will and wish it would happen."Some people come into our lives,leave footprints on our hearts,and we are never the same."- Unknown
Have you every loved somebody so much that it made you cry?
-- i always asky meself if i'll ever let go and actually trust someone with my heart... just to let go ya know.. and even though you know some day it will end. you live in the moment. For some reason i can't. scared of things i guess... but why? i don't know. Thats why i want to just let go sometimes and actually show people i do care, i do but its hard for me to show it.
memories.
fort wayne, in words-- hell week. Learned alot though, about people and bout i guess myself. It was fun though even though the moms who went down were gay. Felt like i was in jail. couldn't do anything. Besides all the bad stuff and only winning one game outta 7, we met another guys team, they were awesome :)... especially Eric! he was just... right. it happens every year though, meet a guy hang out with them for 5 days, then leave.. knowing you will never see them again, but always in the back of your mind hope you will and wish it would happen."Some people come into our lives,leave footprints on our hearts,and we are never the same."- Unknown
Have you every loved somebody so much that it made you cry?
-- i always asky meself if i'll ever let go and actually trust someone with my heart... just to let go ya know.. and even though you know some day it will end. you live in the moment. For some reason i can't. scared of things i guess... but why? i don't know. Thats why i want to just let go sometimes and actually show people i do care, i do but its hard for me to show it.
memories.