Okay so I'm in a crisis mode???
I don't like my master teacher. Which is one of the things that I really wish I didn't have to say or feel. But it's how I feel and I'm unsure of how to deal with it.
I respect, that's all fine and good but I really don't like her.
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So I had a whoooooole section here explaining why I didn't like her. I talked about how she's kind of negative. And then I wrote about how I believe in the power of the words you produce. And I was complaining about her and producing negative thoughts about her, which, after I messed up on prepping the students for the essay they are meant to write and Mrs. Gibson left, I had a panic attack because I was so upset about how poorly I did. (I also didn't sleep very well that whole week and I was lazy about taking my anti-anxiety medication which I NOW KNOW I really definitely need.) And BOOM, I had a panic attack in front of the students.
Afterwards I went to Cassie's house and she did a reading for me. And the cards were very kind to me, they told me that I'm doing my best and that I'm able to succeed with everything that I have at my disposal right now. They also said that I need to embrace change in all of its forms because I am inherently in a transitional period.
I'm going to try to recover from this.
I respect, that's all fine and good but I really don't like her.
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So I had a whoooooole section here explaining why I didn't like her. I talked about how she's kind of negative. And then I wrote about how I believe in the power of the words you produce. And I was complaining about her and producing negative thoughts about her, which, after I messed up on prepping the students for the essay they are meant to write and Mrs. Gibson left, I had a panic attack because I was so upset about how poorly I did. (I also didn't sleep very well that whole week and I was lazy about taking my anti-anxiety medication which I NOW KNOW I really definitely need.) And BOOM, I had a panic attack in front of the students.
Afterwards I went to Cassie's house and she did a reading for me. And the cards were very kind to me, they told me that I'm doing my best and that I'm able to succeed with everything that I have at my disposal right now. They also said that I need to embrace change in all of its forms because I am inherently in a transitional period.
I'm going to try to recover from this.