Ahhhhhhhh, it's a hiccup storm.
Like. If small mistakes impeding my progress on schoolwork were hiccups, right now would be like my literal lifelong nightmare of getting the hiccups and them NEVER STOPPING.
So my meds are figured out I'm pretty sure, as long as I keep sleeping. And MAN, sleeping is a drag it takes so much time away from me. But it keeps us from having a manic episode, soooooo!
I almost finished A BUNCH of my textbook assignment and then WORD CRASHED AND KILLED ALL OF IT SO NOW I HAVE TO REDO IT.
Also I left a lot of the material I need at homeeeee, like a whole bunch of notes and all kinds of other things that I could be getting done while "observing," at this point I'm basically biding my time hours-wise.
The student I need to tutor for an assignment is leaving early and I JUST realized that I needed to PLAN my tutoring sessions soooooooooooooooo now I have to try to retroactively do thooooose and try to see if I can get her to learn?? Things?? I might have to change students. In fact, I might want to so that I don't keep messing this up.
And I just don't have things with me right now to work on and I'm freeeeeaking ouuuuuuut, but I know I need to just calm down and try to get stuff done. I need to go home now to get a bunch of material for today so I might as well try to calm down, do this one quick tutoring session and then decide to switch students, start from the beginning (however difficult that might be), and start the right way.
I need to calm downnnn.
okay I did some breathing exercises and I'm okay. Man, that 4-7-8 breathing is top notch. Bless its heart.
I'm gonna be okay. I'm here, I'm doing what I can, and I'm doing my best.
Time to get to work.
So my meds are figured out I'm pretty sure, as long as I keep sleeping. And MAN, sleeping is a drag it takes so much time away from me. But it keeps us from having a manic episode, soooooo!
I almost finished A BUNCH of my textbook assignment and then WORD CRASHED AND KILLED ALL OF IT SO NOW I HAVE TO REDO IT.
Also I left a lot of the material I need at homeeeee, like a whole bunch of notes and all kinds of other things that I could be getting done while "observing," at this point I'm basically biding my time hours-wise.
The student I need to tutor for an assignment is leaving early and I JUST realized that I needed to PLAN my tutoring sessions soooooooooooooooo now I have to try to retroactively do thooooose and try to see if I can get her to learn?? Things?? I might have to change students. In fact, I might want to so that I don't keep messing this up.
And I just don't have things with me right now to work on and I'm freeeeeaking ouuuuuuut, but I know I need to just calm down and try to get stuff done. I need to go home now to get a bunch of material for today so I might as well try to calm down, do this one quick tutoring session and then decide to switch students, start from the beginning (however difficult that might be), and start the right way.
I need to calm downnnn.
okay I did some breathing exercises and I'm okay. Man, that 4-7-8 breathing is top notch. Bless its heart.
I'm gonna be okay. I'm here, I'm doing what I can, and I'm doing my best.
Time to get to work.