May 26, 2003 11:44
It's been awhile again. I guess I haven't had time to write in this thing. I am sad. Well.. not exactly sad, but.. meh. I feel.. Guilty. Last night I had my MSN name as "Life f*cking Sucks." Well.. Guess who caught that. My dad. Yeah.. So he starts screaming at me, saying. You got problems. Perhaps.. perhaps I do. But I don't think so. So he actually sends me up to my room. Then like 10 minutes later he goes. "Cal.. Cal.. Come down here.".. But I'm just nervous so I dont go down.
My dad comes up.. Get on some old clothes we are going outside. Mrrph. So I take my time in doing that, and go downstairs. He is putting Paint shit on the deck. "Go take the clothes down." So I do that and then sit down for a moment, then start painting wif him. Then he gives me a very very long lecture, and makes me cry.. yeah. So I feel we lost our connection. But I love him very much still. Other than that. Life has been OK. My math grade is dropping which sucks, but School is almost out and 3 months to just chill. Im so happy about that.
Well I'm talk to you later..
Oh yeah. WELCOME BACK MY CORDIROY PANDA BEAR!!