Aug 15, 2004 14:01
Well im so exicted i dont have to go to work tonight, totally awesome! But i have to work tomorrow on my birthday-total suckage! I cant believe im only going to be 17-it sucks but oh well! I hate going to school on my birthday since the dawn of time all my friends have forgotten my birthday and i sit there all daying thinking why cant my friends be like those other people that make such a big deal out of my birthday! Most people always get a party or somethine-me i got jack shit! I have always wanted a surprise party and has that happened no-maybe when im like 50! The thing im most upset about is many of my friends this year have thrown surprise parties for my other friends and i havent gotten one-i dont fit in like the rest of them do! Im still the outcast and will be forever! I was thinking one of my friends in my class asked me on fri. who i liked...Well i was like i dont like anyone! But im not so sure thats true...but i decided to let the guys come to me! Maybe for once a guy will come running that is perfect for me-not a friend but a nice guy! So if ur reading this hook me up! jk-lol! I have decided to lose weight-so everyday almost me and nicole go and walk for like an hour! I hope its working austin said my butt looks smaller, but palmer said no it looks the same-thanks girl!
Thats all c yall tom. at school!
Love yall bunches!