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I wish certain people would mind their own business. If I wanted to talk about it, I would. If I wanted to be talked about, I'd have been in Slytherin.
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I am irrationally upset at Marlene. It's not her fault...she's just getting the fallout from my row with James. In a way, I'd like to talk about it, but I'm afraid it'll wind up being school gossip. I feel like she violated my trust and my privacy by telling James that I fancied him -- or that I spent a lot of time in the hospital with him, or whatever she told him (same with Sirius, and whoever else has been mentioning it). First of all, I don't fancy him, and even if I did, she has no right to tell him how I feel. Nor did Sirius, and I suspect he dropped hints as well.
The real problem with the loose lips around this school is that it forced things to a head with James. I wasn't (I'm still not) ready to tell him how I feel about him, and now I'm not even sure anymore. I wish there had been some clever way to wiggle out of it, but he asked me point blank.
I said that I didn't fancy him, and then he stopped listening, like always. And since he wasn't listening he missed the whole 'I love you so much more than that' part. It was just...awful. Awful.
He's so thick sometimes.
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[Private]
I am irrationally upset at Marlene. It's not her fault...she's just getting the fallout from my row with James. In a way, I'd like to talk about it, but I'm afraid it'll wind up being school gossip. I feel like she violated my trust and my privacy by telling James that I fancied him -- or that I spent a lot of time in the hospital with him, or whatever she told him (same with Sirius, and whoever else has been mentioning it). First of all, I don't fancy him, and even if I did, she has no right to tell him how I feel. Nor did Sirius, and I suspect he dropped hints as well.
The real problem with the loose lips around this school is that it forced things to a head with James. I wasn't (I'm still not) ready to tell him how I feel about him, and now I'm not even sure anymore. I wish there had been some clever way to wiggle out of it, but he asked me point blank.
I said that I didn't fancy him, and then he stopped listening, like always. And since he wasn't listening he missed the whole 'I love you so much more than that' part. It was just...awful. Awful.
He's so thick sometimes.
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