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got to spend time w/ a friend of mine who understands where Im comming from last night. Kicked ass. Spent more time w/him than I should have. I had to get up and drive at 530 am. Not fun. Im finnaly coherant now. It seems terribly bad things happen to the people I care about when I worry about them. It started w/Elder. I remember I told him I was worried about him, and he was sitting on his couch and he smiled at me in that beautiful way of his and told me not to. Then it was lilly and ashyn. Lilly creaped me out to the point I could NOT be anywhere near her and then Ashyn and they all told me not to worry about them. Im worried about two other people I know. And I saw blood. Never fails. When I see blood, people get hurt. JD broke her back last time. This is driving me to distraction. I know no one listens to me. So then I wondered if I should do something. The last time I 'did something' it was with Ashyn and the parasite. She thanked me after all the shit went down, but then again I knew I was right to do so. I really want to do something here, but I dont know what or if anything that wont make the situation worse. I did a couple of readings and none made sence so I pulled out my fae cards.
I havent been able to do readings for myself cause my cards will sit there and talk about these two people Im worried about. I dont want to be that much in ANY ONES busseness, so I just stopped doing readings.
Oh yeah, and after all that I did for salem, and all that I helped him with he has been telling people Im doing black magick. Gee thanks, I appreciate that. He was the first person I talked to about this problem, the one where Im worried about these people. I asked his advise, asked for his assistance. I trusted him, and then he twisted it all and of all things babbeled to people I dont talk to who then talk to other people who tell my friends.....
I thouhgt he had passed that hs stage. But I dont know what I should expect from someone I catch lying to me. The first time, I just seperated myself, the seccond time I got irritable and tried to talk to him. He just made excuses and rationalized so I just shut up and stopped trying, the third time, I didnt care cause I was helping him w/the shit in his house. This time, well fuckit all. How about have a nice day, kiss my fucking ass and I will be polite to you when you are around cause my freinds like you. Sound Good. ?? Im am done. He gets no more help, no more councel. He is now on that ever growing list of people I dont want to talk to if I can avoid it. That 'black magick' shit really pisses me off. Telling other people about our private conversations pisses me off, you twisting my beliefs and motives pisses me off. I have nothing more to say.
Im gonna go post my fey reading on my site and try to make sence of it. My fellow conspirator for dammage controll is helping me. At least someone wants to prevent future travesty besides myself.
I havent been able to do readings for myself cause my cards will sit there and talk about these two people Im worried about. I dont want to be that much in ANY ONES busseness, so I just stopped doing readings.
Oh yeah, and after all that I did for salem, and all that I helped him with he has been telling people Im doing black magick. Gee thanks, I appreciate that. He was the first person I talked to about this problem, the one where Im worried about these people. I asked his advise, asked for his assistance. I trusted him, and then he twisted it all and of all things babbeled to people I dont talk to who then talk to other people who tell my friends.....
I thouhgt he had passed that hs stage. But I dont know what I should expect from someone I catch lying to me. The first time, I just seperated myself, the seccond time I got irritable and tried to talk to him. He just made excuses and rationalized so I just shut up and stopped trying, the third time, I didnt care cause I was helping him w/the shit in his house. This time, well fuckit all. How about have a nice day, kiss my fucking ass and I will be polite to you when you are around cause my freinds like you. Sound Good. ?? Im am done. He gets no more help, no more councel. He is now on that ever growing list of people I dont want to talk to if I can avoid it. That 'black magick' shit really pisses me off. Telling other people about our private conversations pisses me off, you twisting my beliefs and motives pisses me off. I have nothing more to say.
Im gonna go post my fey reading on my site and try to make sence of it. My fellow conspirator for dammage controll is helping me. At least someone wants to prevent future travesty besides myself.