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maah...been so out of it lately and I'm not really sure why...beginning to think that it might be the adderal that's fucking with my mood so much...about a week before school started I started having nightmares and before that week really strange dreams...all of them involve water and various undersea life in some way o.O for once I'm not dreaming about the kennel...except...well I guess an aquarium attached to a kennel may count...sorry if my out-of-it-ness is bugging anyone...merf...soooo tired...why am I this tired? why am I this moody? why do I not feel like doing anything I normally enjoy doing? gah...I'm not depressed really...it's not quite the same...not quite the same as last year either...school photo's tomorrow...yay...I have no clean clothes and it's too late for me to really be able to wash anything -.-; had an excruciating headache today...couldn't see straight and felt like throwing up...took a bunch of nice painkillers at work and now I feel a bit better...off to bed...love you kate...:huggles: