tough to think about

[calli_living]

So I don't know if it's because I'm sick, or because I finally realized that this is senior year, but I've made a list of things that are hard for me to think about. With graduation approaching fast(and as cliche as this is going to seem) I've been thinking alot latley on how shitty senior year has been. So as a result I have started to think about things to make this the best of years. So first the list of things that are hard to think about.

-Kerri and I might be breaking up(this is the hardest one)
-My friends from MI are going to be even harder to keep in touch with and see
-I can't even talk to the person who I considered to be my best friend out here, and another close friend of mine
-Despite the great friends that I have and the ones I know I'm going to keep in contact with in the future, there are those friends I know I'll never talk to again
-With the move out to Winchester I feel like I'll never get a chance to see my underclassmen friends again

So those are just a few things that are hard for me to think about. So now, the things that make this year great.

-More group trips (Come on guys, I know things have been bad this year, but nothing that can't be worked out with a nice trip to maryland or DC or something)
-Actually do the bbq thing we talked about all the time last year
-Relay for life will hopefully be as fun as it was last year
-just overall....hang out more often

so thats it, I really hope everyone gets a chance to see this, and gives it some thought.