Poems-Not wrltt3n by m3

Jan 08, 2005 19:45

If tonight I die,
Who will cry?
Strangers with their feigned interest,
While those I love have turned away.
And if my best isn't good enough,
What more can I give?
Go ahead--walk away.
Just leave me here alone.
And if tonight I die,
Who will cry?
All my strength is drained,
With nothing left to give.
Drowning in the depths of sorrow,
No tears left to cry.
A silent voice and distant eyes
That no one hears or sees.
And if tonight I die,
Who will cry?

Do you know what it's like,
To watch your friend stare at the blade of a knife,
Thinking the only way out,
Is to take her own life...
Do you know what it's like,
As you see the gleam in the blade,
To know your friend doesn't want to live,
And that they wish their life would fade...
Do you know what it's like,
To see the fear in her eyes,
To see a loving honest girl,
Fill herself with hatred and lies...
Do you know what it's like,
To listen to your friend say, "you don't care,"
Even though they know you do,
Because if you didn't, you wouldn't be there...
Do you know what it's like,
To not know what to say,
Because you never thought your friend,
Would get this bad someday...
Do you know what it's like,
When all you can do is cry,
Because there's nothing you can do,
She doesn't acknowledge anything you try...
Do you know what it's like,
For them to say, "I don't need you,"
For them to deny your help,
Saying they don't need it but they do...
Do you know what it's like,
To deal with all the pain,
Of having this friend,
Who thinks there's nothing to gain...
Do you know what it's like,
To be able to feel their pain inside,
Until you can't stand it anymore,
You yourself want to run and hide...
Do you know what it's like,
Knowing it could soon be the end,
Knowing anytime without notice,
You could lose your closest friend...
Do you know what it's like,
To go through the trouble,
As you search through your friend,
Looking through pieces like rubble...
Do you know what it's like,
To finally find that spot,
Where you can help her realize,
All that she has not...
Do you know what it's like,
For her to let you take that knife,
And for her to let you help,
To make sense of her life...
Do you know what it's like,
To keep your friend from suicide,
To keep your friend from thinking,
People wouldn't have cared if she died...
Do you know what it's like,
To have this friend with you today,
Knowing she can count on you to be there,
If she needs your help in any way...
Do you know what it's like,
To change somebody's mind,
To be able to help them get back,
To the person before who was so sweet and so kind...
I know what it's like,
It scared the hell out of me,
If I hadn't been able to help though,
I don't know where I would be...
I almost lost my friends,
All of these words are true,
So I anyone wants to know if I know what its like,
The answer is...
I do

Dear mommy,
Where do we go when we die?
Dear mommy,
How come daddy always makes you cry?
Mommy whats going on? I don't understand?
Why do you always say we have to leave then grab my hand?
Where are we going why can't we stay?
Daddy isn't going to be home today
What is happening to us? Why are we leaving?
Dear mommy, why are you grieving?
I don't understand why you're crying
Dear mommy, am I dying?
Whats this light I see?
Dear mommy, can you hear me?
Dear mommy I can see the angels from above
Flying freely in a land of love
Dear mommy are you still there? Am I still with you?
Dear Mommy aren't you coming here too?
Dear mommy, I'll always love you.

***comment on this poem-tell me wut u think it means.. i kno wut it means but tell me wut u think!!***

A fart can be quiet,
A fart can be loud,
Some leave a powerful,
Poisonous cloud.
A fart can be short,
Or a fart can be long,
Some farts have been known,
To sound just like a song.
Some farts do not smell,
While others are vile,
A fart may pass quickly,
Or linger awhile.
A fart can create
A most-curious medley,
A fart can be harmless,
Or silent, but deadly.
A fart can occur
In a number of places,
& Leave everyone
With strange looks on their faces.
From wide-open prairies,
To small elevators,
A fart will find all of us
Sooner or later.
So be not afraid
Of the invisible gas,
For always remember,
That farts, too, shall pass.

I sit here on my bed
Tears roll down my eyes
I hug you close to me
You comfort me as my heart cries
No one else listens
No one else wants to hear
They all turn their backs on me
That's why I need you here
My life is a bit of a muddle
I don't know what's going on
I'm not sure of anything,
But I know it’s all going wrong
The marks on my arm
And the pain in my heart
Tells me that this ain't right
I feel like I'm falling apart
Why do I feel like this
I don't even know
My heart cries out
This pain just won't go away, no
Though you say nothing
I still know you care
I know you will listen
And drink up every word you hear
You're the one who knows me best
The one I trust with everything
You're my best friend
And I know you'd never say a thing
You may not be so good with advice
But honestly, I don't care
I know I'd never get along
A single day if your weren't here
Now all I can think of to say
Is thank you, thank you, thank you
I wake up and know
That each day you'll help me get through
I know it isn't easy for you
I know I may hug you too tight
But you make me so much stronger
And now I'm not giving up without a fight!
So no matter what you're thinking
I know that you really do care
I love you forever and ever
Cause you're my teddy bear!

Goodbye dear friend,
Whom i have loved for so long,
Goodbye dear friend
Whom has kept by me and was,
So strong,
Goodbye dear friend,
Who i thought would always be near,
Goodbye dear friend,
Whose dreams where always my fears,
Goodybye dear friend,
Why, Oh, Why did you have to go,
Goodbye dear friend
Leave me behind
But never let go

I wish I could drain all the blood from your veins,
So you could feel the pain like falling acid rain.
I would drive the knife across your fucking wrist,
And even if you said no, I would still fucking insist.
And if you even flinched at the sight of your blood,
I'd scream at you for pinning me down in the mud.
Slowly I would drag that blade down your dirty arm,
You caused an innocent girl to turn to self harm.
Stand in front of me and look in to these two eyes,
I'm torn and I'm tattered and I've dropped the disguise.
You knew that I had took the blade to my skin before,
But when that night was up, I took it up even more.
You intoxicated me with that fucking whiskey drink,
I could hardly stand up, and couldn't fucking think.
And that's when you went in, went in for the kill,
You did those things you did against my own will.
And you ruined my life, tore my black wings apart,
I was already broken, shattered from the start.
My life was a whirl of pain and screams in my home,
I felt I could not hang on, felt so fucking alone.
And you knew of the split between mum and my ex step dad,
I told you I dreamed of the family I had never had.
But you still did those things, I was an innocent girl,
And the next morning I awoke, you caused me to hurl.
I'll never forget the image of your dirty face,
You've hurt me so much, I feel such a disgrace.
Feel like a fucking hoe who has been broken down,
I daren't walk the streets in my own home town.
When the question arises, have you slept with anyone?
I feel like someone has shot my heart with a gun.
I'll lie through my teeth, no I'm still pure,
And inside I know, for me there is never a cure.
Your hands on my body, I can't fucking take this pain,
And the nightmare plays over, again and a fucking gain.
You'll never know how you damaged this growing girl,
Who was already living in a black tinted world.
She was fighting her pain before that night occurred,
Her blood had already fallen, her vision was blurred.
But then you came along, and you didn't make it right,
In fact I have tried to commit suicide in six nights.
Six nights in the past year, that shouldn't be true,
a 14 year old girl shouldn't feel so fucking blue.
But people get things they don't ever deserve,
If someone mentions your name, it touches a nerve.
If I saw you again and if I was brave enough to do,
All these things I write down, I'd do them to you.
I'd take that knife and slash up and down your arm,
You fucking bastard, welcome to my life of self harm.
I'd hold a gun to your head and would not even hesitate,
To pull that fucking trigger, any apology would be too late.
You can't say sorry for all the things that you done,
You pushed me down, and with your strength you won.
And so as I stare at the scars upon my young pale skin,
I wonder if anyone could realize all my pain within.
I'm telling you now, I would drive that knife across your wrist,
You fucking dirty bastard, I wish you didn't even exist.
So these tears brim now, and I can't stop their fall,
I feel so lost, so tainted and so fucking small.
I'm just a broken angel now, without even any wings,
And the sound of suicide, in my ears it does ring.
So take your fucking memories, and the empty bottle of drink,
Sit down for a moment and maybe possibly think.
That night you pinned me down upon the hard ground,
Was the night this angel completely fell down.
And that night you did things you should never do,
Was the night I've wanted my suicide to be true.
You're not the only reason for my pain, I know.
But you're still a reason that I want to go.
So the next time you look at a shiny kitchen knife,
Think of mine, covered in blood, it stole away my life.

I hate you daddy
You make me cry
When you use my body
And all i can do is sigh
I hate you daddy
I wish you'd die
Then i wouldn't be depressed
And i wouldn't have to lie about why
I hate you daddy
You make life hell
Especially when you touched me
And i wasn't aloud to tell
I hate you daddy
You're what makes me fail
You wonder why my grades are slipping
I hope you go to hell
I hate you daddy
For your nothing to me
And as far as I'm concerned
Your not even apart of my family
I hate you daddy
And someday you'll see
What you've done to me
Will haunt you and give you misery
I hate you daddy
You treat me so bad
You use my body
You think that makes me glad?
I hate you daddy
I don't even consider you alive
You don't deserve the title of dad
You deserve jail time

I fill my cup up one more time
as I try to walk but I stumble
No longer does anything matter
my world is about to crumble
I’m not sure why I’m still here
Everything’s not in it’s right place
As I drink up a little more
I think I’m such a disgrace
But its ok when I’m drunk
all my cares and thoughts fade
I’m getting a little dizzy
And to think; I thought I had it made
another glass down my throat
I thought I’d be alright
But soon everything goes dark
with nothing in my site
now I’m not sure what’s happening
Is everything I see a dream
I think I had too much to drink
Or that is what it seems
I wake up the next morning
with the biggest headache
Time to put on a smile
back to being fake
But the next night is the same deal
I take back a few more drinks
There is no problem here
Well that’s what everyone thinks
Because during the day I am not me
And they don’t see what’s wrong
But no longer does it matter
I won’t be here for long

****this one made me cry!!***
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Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you.
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