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so things are kinda the way they were before.
with the parties and the people.

i don't really know how i feel about things right now.
i replay things in my head all the time.
i wish i didn't.
cause when i do things i want to feel like
i have no regrets. 
but i do.

i'm listening to old songs like still fly by the big tymers.

fuck its such a good song.
i'm pretty sure its things like this that keep me happy.

my life now days
-getting drunk
-dancing
-getting into fights and people hating on me cause i do.
-dancing
-hanging out with megan again.
-going on dates with megan.
-dancing
-getting drunk
-drunk
-drunk
-i'm probably drunk right now.
i wish.