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i will be driving across the country to my new home, at least for 7 months, soon.
ive decided to divide up all the people i know into two groups, people to say goodbye to and people not to say goodbye too. not in a mean hearted way or anything though, more of a closure kind of thing.
anyways, ive been talking to myself in the car all week trying to think of what to say. almost like im writing a script.
but really, i dont have anything left to say to anyone.
i feel either betrayed or used by most of the people i know. there are a lot of times where i went out of my way, did things i didnt want to do, or put myself in bad financial or emotional situations for the sake of someone else.
for the last week ive been looking back on the last few years and only seeing regret. nothing good has come from anything ive done and im still miserable
ive decided to divide up all the people i know into two groups, people to say goodbye to and people not to say goodbye too. not in a mean hearted way or anything though, more of a closure kind of thing.
anyways, ive been talking to myself in the car all week trying to think of what to say. almost like im writing a script.
but really, i dont have anything left to say to anyone.
i feel either betrayed or used by most of the people i know. there are a lot of times where i went out of my way, did things i didnt want to do, or put myself in bad financial or emotional situations for the sake of someone else.
for the last week ive been looking back on the last few years and only seeing regret. nothing good has come from anything ive done and im still miserable